I have spend many years trying to find “what I love to do”, “what I am passionate about”.
However, even when I had my dream job I felt that something is missing. No matter what I did it felt like it was never good enough. Like there might be something better.
So I was hopping around endlessly trying to find “my passion”.
However through this practice it became obvious that it is completely impossible to find lasting life satisfaction by having a certain job description. No matter how good, or bad a job might be in alignment with my preferences, it can never even give a tiny bit of joy.
All joy comes from “letting everything be as it is” and all suffering comes from trying to control experiences.
I have felt complete joy and cheerfulness in jobs and situations that were completely out of control negative on a descriptive level, through the support of this practice.
Overtime it became obvious that I am the love, that I was looking for in a certain job, place or person.
This is an indescribable gift and relief. I have found fulfilment and a sense of completeness through Balanced View‘s Four Mainstays empowerment network, that I know now is impossible to find through the attainment of statuses and job descriptions. Now everything can sparkle with joy, love and wonder.
I am forever grateful for all the guidance and support I receive from the Four Mainstays.